Pinky

Today,after 10 years of serving the country.i got my IC back..hahaha..happy. now can start earn money.. cheers to Singapore!!

congrats to geebomz

lucky geebomz struck 4D 2nd prize today! and lucky geebomz has taohua luck thru out his life all the way till 55!! haha! many guys would love to have that kinda luck! ;D gee muz be really happy!

Shi Fu

YES!!! 3200 2nd prize..today... Happy, I bought 1 big 1 small ..3K !!! wat a way to end the year.Shi fu told me manythings today .. Say I have TAO HUA YUN till 55..
he said to ward away least 1 wan to be alone for the rest of my life.. but I know I have found.Anyway my fortune for 08 seems bright.. meetng GUI ren who will guide and lift me higher.. richer.. closer to my dreams.. cheers to a glory 08..

7 secrets

I gone thru too many Worst things and experiences in life.heart-broken,lock up in Jb,near bankrupt,divorcing.All 7 years of bad luck? or do i deserve this?? is enuf..
I wan to be simple. wan be happy. wan parents good health better life...bro sam also successful. I chanted in my heart when i cant sleep all this years for an answer..
for a remedy/time machine so I can turn back time. I prayed for all bad memeories to be put back to right. Where Did it go so wrong??
this year, buddha answered my prayers.No time machine only LOTS of LOVE and PLentiful of courage. I departed from the saddess part of my life.only 1 chance,1 hope,1 more time... this round everything is as I dreamed,prayed and even planned.I wan to put all my dreams into Realisation.I need to be strong,clear,steadfast continue my directions and plans as I promised myself!! never be unhappy again..never look back . never regret..

7Years painfully I had..
364 dragged on my back..
2548 tatooed so sad..
time machine Never reset..
i will not be sack..
buddha gave me a comeback..
reJOYCE reJOYCE...
Fate has turn deck..
Regrets means false Kept..
Excuses why accept..
face the tasks pack..
Life is not all Facts..

Fatty ??

how on earth can we be deem as fatty?? just look at our photos? Are We so silly to believe others ??

Daddy mummy

No,i don wish to complain about them..they are those who still works no matte how old.. be it as cleaners,macdonald, kfc.. mine just Lazy.. yes, they should enjoy their life now..haiz, why others can be so independent, like alvin's.. still working.this is not stressful but oni bring yet another downs when they complained no money....this is Singapore typical parents?? no ... just Sins ah pour re-earns... complains non stop..nevertheless,as children or rather me.. shall keep this in mind and work hard for them and my future W@@@ to be..... Cheers!!

Today done the 2nd servicing, fix the brake sound too..cool,scout the working place,well it near the krangi MRT. 5 mins walking distances..

cosy xmas eve with geebomz

there was no fanciful xmas dinner... no clubbing till dawn with frens... no xmas presents...

just a very cosy nite spent with geebomz. :) spent napping, snacking on twisties and green tea.. watching movies on ppstream.. and ended with an extremely cosy sleep..

geebomz says i always take up a lot of space on the bed while he is squashed on 1 side. but the reason is he kept shifting away from me and i will automatically shift closer to him. so he ends up sleeping on the extreme side of the bed with me beside him.

i don't care about what he says. i only know its cosy to sleep beside geebomz. feels safe and warm. :)

13-thirteen

I noticed her while working in Studio Tangs level 4. I was waiting for my O levels results..hping to go poly this time. She came by everyday with a frd.her smile and piercing looking eyes glazed at my every stares.Each day I was waiting for her arrival.. I have stolen her heart..

I felt...
I searched..
I sanked..
I found..
I knew..
I have..

Sillly Geebomzzz

Sometimes in life, We do many silly things. Living dangerously is also 1 of them..
For me,i am living it now,I predict that life would be a roller coaster again when the lawyer send the letter to her... Pls as I prayed I hope she can accept it gracefully.Enuf of who's fault and all quarrelling.All must end well,regrets are inevitable, I only have 1 regret since 2001,yes..I didnt treasure..

2001-2003..like fool no direction, no aims!! I lost it all.. I sank deep in disbelief..I gave in n got married to nightmare,became a different person. totally changed.

NOW,marks a new chapter in my life I finally managed enough courage and found my HAppiness again.I will not give up so easily anymore cos I learnt my lessons.i 31 now..how many many 7 years I have??

BRave thru the years..
bring on the fears..
wash the tears..
Victories miles endeavours..
for happiness is dear..
I stand tall here..

When all else fails?

Life has been smooth sailing for the past 7 months...Don look back in anger. look forward instead to wat u can achieve in the coming months. erase the past,forget the tears.. embrace the present and fight for the future. When all fails, I would know That I tried... I intervened, I seek for my happiness...

Legend

legend,our 1st dream is set. Save towards financial stability.DEar's parents are even more loving.. They do almost everything TOG...have joint accounts,go nice holidays, hungry eat coffeeeshop,go mustafa. So loving and touchy.. However, they are also strict regarding children studies.. fail pay yourself..hahahaa.. fierce. that is how parents should be. not spoil them.Else hpw they learn to be independent, endure life on their own... for me, dad just let me enrolled to the Airforce.. no more worries for him... :)

look beyond the skies..
the sun,
the wind,
the sand..
hahahaa

grown

dee hasnt changed much over the past few years.... indeed he still belongs to the 90s. hahah. but appearance wise he pretty much looks the same as 7yrs ago... maybe grown some wrinkles around the eyes thats all. still as handsome as ever.

unfortunately however, he has grown something else as well. cataract. so unbelievable. sigh.

.....Don't Quit ....

lose a bit?
lost your wit?
not same breed?
lean and fit?
lose a seed?
who what did??
Never Quit...

place of faces.
moving in dazes..
tales sad cases..
fizzy mazes..
GROW in phases..

Try not to worry too much about whether or not you're going in the right direction -- you can tell that as long as you're moving, the world will realign to accommodate your new energy and circumstances

puppy

dee used to be called geebomz... and sometimes gee... heheheh... so cute... like a puppy... deedee is like a puppy...

Naming

What to name her? Cant be i so lousy? cm on... joyjoy.. geegee.. deardear..dd..
wat else???? ok got it??!! last time i call her dear..now I call her ??

My dear..
I'm no richard gere..
me ard u no fear..
Yes!I drink beer..
pull my ear...
the name is near..
beside stands DearDear..

Dan brown

Novel genius.. wat can i say?? DA vin chi etc... now conquering the Angels and devils. page 382 ... shall continue....

Give me money

Today the qss called me suddenly,thomas offer 2.3k incuding car i counter them .. not enuf leh.hahha. anyway monday go edwards 2nd at 11am... give me 2.4k plus car 600.. I need money!!

Nathan STREET

who would have thought? APple so nice have 3 days THANks Giving hoilday!! IT gave me and dee any chance for an incredible Trip to XIANG KAN!! HK!! the trip foremost was fully sponsor by my dearest deedee. Thank you..Luv u!! First CoMMENTs on the plane no..not budget airline..Is UNITED AIRLINE..song have meals on board..
Next,the hotel we took quite a few choices to make it right.. We ever found a better site for booking ZUJI..hahha.. the hotel we chose THE Metropark Hotel Mongkok.. Near LRT and night market thou we didnt venture much there. Nevertheless,We planned a wonderful trip together..
DAy1- woke up at 4 am..sam fetch us there...not bad still early..excited somehow not very tired i feel.. trip was ard 4 hrs.. same SOP deedee face so small didnt smile so CUSTOM did their thingie..CHK our belonging.. I tell her smile but she tired so face black lor..haiz.get use to it Krabi also same... nvm, we obliged.
Seeing the status Scupture, we turn right take Cheapest BuS E21 to find our hotel.The fun begins.. Siting in the bus with our baggages,she Said this Is your Speciality, Where to stop?? Me also first time blur sotong. REmembering only the name U ma Ti.. I stared at the sights for SIGNs!!heng ah see the name next the station PRINCE EDWARDS.. IT appeared. We happy let go I tot.. go down blur again sotong don know up or down.. walk ard 20 mins stopped at junction,dee face chg boring and hot liao..STREssful me I decided to go find the place myself.Less then 1 mins!! the hotel signboard was in Sight..hhahaa.. smooth still..
the room 2 single bed change again no problem.. We unpacked. our plan to Avenue of stars, s%^%^ of lights!! Having WANTON mee and Water dumpling, We rode our tired legs to downtown. armed with the octopus we insisted to walk. Legendary CHOW DA Fu was like a chain stalls filled alone the whole streets!! Dee then suggested we get the tickets to macau as well.smart girl else we might miss out this part if drag too long. AT 6pm, We can see central The CBd of hk islands. At 8pm we saw the award winning Sy## of lights!! BEAutiful sights i enjoyed every moment with deedee.
Day2 ... this time off to ocean park. what else can there be? THe Dragon,hahha the roller coaster ride. we saw the ugly fishes, illuminating jellyfish.the seals and dolphins perforance as well. By, evening we goin to the PEAK!!!
MDM tussauds the WAx models we found..bruce Lee,Brad pitt,Madonna.Jay,Aaron. Dinner at PEAK restaurant and an unforgettable 6course. This time we were at the opposite view of dancing lights.this was the most beautiful sight we had and we spend it togther.Cheers!!
Day3.. money was well utillised,we ate cheaply. MacAu!! was today's programme. SAnds we arrive.I changed 1000 hkd GAMBLING with 10 points card game while dee bored herself with Slots machine..almost 2 hrs , we made away with a handsome return of 220hkd!! happy we went to the portuguesse catheral.. interesting alone everywhere we saw china ppl.they are in the abundances. all the while we kept rushing back to the main land for the time square shopping..... in the end, dee bought a pair of shoes..
Day4.. woke up late ook a taxi to see buddha.. a bit expensive but worthy cos we needed the rest. i took many pictures of them. time running out, we still have shopping to go.. reluctant to give up we ventured down to causeway bay this time we study the map and found it. we bought ZARA t-shirt there found them in taka on sat too, prices or cheaper stilll..sighs. Consoling ourselves we swept ESPrit at the outlet in U Ma Di. finally satisfied. the nite ended with a last trip down to LAN KWAI FONG. many ang moS there! we settled in haha club for a beer. all was well for this trip.
DAy5,today plan was ARGYlE street, yes this was indeed the place for dee...many nice clothings many women clothes,shoes and everywhere BOOTS.. the flight was delayed till 10pm.means we have more time in the airport toooo... shopping more?? no no. we were hungry had beef stew on the way back. back to reality... happy experiences with the one we luv...

GOOD MAp

We went on a journey like Lenardo, venturing to fee fee island.. due to weather it was unsuccessful.however, we did not stop there. She said go krabi town, i hesitated as we were not very sure about the place, language and distance... wt the hell, We finally with some pushing and nagging.. REST AWHILE*2. We CHEONG the rain!!!
It was not polite small drops feels like needles poking lor. Finally we reach the shopping MALL.Happy!! alas, ate kfc smoke the next minute Mall close for the day. I Admired the fact that we first time there Yet , we have the Balls to ride a BIKE to the KRabi TOWN!!! omg, thinking back, I cant believed we accomplished the Adventure tog!! KUDOS to deedee, U are a GOOD MAp reader, CLAPping!!!
the road back was scary, dark till I also terrified myself. But with her, all is safe. :) This was yet any beginning for our future Exploration to the rest of world!!! watch out Europe..Here WE comE!!!

To movE or noT

the price is right! time to cash in .?? is this correct? the strain is on sam .. yes he earns a bit.. but,is this fair to him? shdnt the father be the one who decides or make plans for the future and the famlly? maybe I ask too much? Going thru it makes life for sam difficult. additional burden when it is unnecessary. So continue in bishan. get married faster then get my own place... DREAMiiinnngggg

My best friend

how do we measure love? How much is enough? how often do we get in this dilemma?
all I wan is to be happy.. be wif the one i love.. is thta simple. i lost 7 years, the pain who knows? I ever gave up and gotten married but i cant find any joy nor peace with this marriage. I knew this is a MIStake. It took me 7 years to break free.

I found her again.she never left me... all along by my side. only quietly. no contact only feelng growing. 1 day, I decided to email her see how she was doin?
if she lived better than me? I would be contented.The moment i saw her again I knew I found myself again.the look in her eyes tells me I was so wrong to let he go? must we vie for the one we love? or should we let them roam their hearts out...

I let her roam only to let her suffer. why? That was also a BIg mistake. the moment she left my life its turns to hell. who knows alone? who knows pain? who can feel my bleeding tears?

I reunited with her. all the way problems didnt seem difficult. smooth sailing.
it is a mistake when nothing goes wrong? it is a mistake when 2 persons love each other? can love be more simple when two person can match each other's temper, jokes, smiles,habits and dislikes? This is never a mistake since the start ..


So dd when U read this I hope u can understand.. We are right for each other. many things can happen between us.. there might be many objection for us in future.. but deep down i believe the happy moments, times we shared is strong and determined to bring our love to next stage. don give in to time.. time is losing us each minute.
time seems to be our enemy at first.. in the end time we can conquer and use it to our advantage.

Suffer there is wat is to suffer..
Enjoy there is wat is to enjoy..
Regard both suffering and joy as facts of life..
that is wat life is about..

i have suffer 7 years
I just wan to have 70 years of happiness
i wan to build a fortess of stablilty,trust and love in my own family.
i wan 3 kids.. i wan financial freedom..I wan tour the world.. i wan dinner at the peak yearly. I wan to be wif my lover. I wan to give her happiness..
all talk is blind. i will let my best friend TIME will tell..
SObbing ..

What is love?

how are you? it has been a long time since we met? I not saying that we
> >should meet up..its just that during some occassions we ever met in the
> >train,outside mrt even in SParks disco. I believe this where fate
>crosses.
> >
> >Although it didnt work out between us,i hope it has been forgotten too.At
> >least we both got married to the next one after us.hope I am rite abt
>this.
> >i sincerely hope you are happy now.
> >sometimes I still recalled the moments we had,how we met,how u look like
> >when u had boy hairstyle.how u laugh at the flaps under my arms.how times
> >flown, i never could really picture us as friends after how we ended.
> >
> >Marriage life is different,sometimes when i quarrelled with my wife.I
> >wanted
> >to divorce her over stupid things.but,very hard to face things like
> >parents,relatives and PAISEI also.Deep down is knowingly CANNOT happen.
> >
> >for 4 years,I learned from each time to understand and try hard to see
>from
> >her point of view,I get angry for an hour then i apologise to her again,
>be
> >it whosever fault. i also realise that her best friend is her MOTHER. I
> >dread going there so often.
> >
> >hope you also visit your mama too.I hope that u are like me whereby we
>know
> >our partners loved us more then we love them.this way we will learn to be
> >more forgiving and grateful.to be loved is more xin fu..
> >
> >I hope that u still keep in touch with your childhood friends like
> >yunlei,etc.cause they are hard to have.if fate crosses again I hope that
>we
> >can be less awkard then... lastly I hope that you be beautiful and happy
> >always.take care my friend.
> >
> >
> >bombom :)

meet or not to meet

meet or not to meet..

shouldnt the urge to see someone come naturally if you love the person?? i tot dat was the case?? but apparently not so... love makes ppl do silly things... love makes ppl become irrational and behave abnormally... i will not be such a victim.. i will not.

if there are no expectations, there will not be disappointments.

Prawns -hei hei

Went prawning with dee, sam and mama .. it was such a funny nite.mama behaved like a kid. somehow we managed to get 10 prawns. dee is reallly good.. she can unhook the prawn with ease.
In life, there always many ups and downs.sometimes we don see wat others expects of us simply because w don talk or ask about it often.this leads to confusion and moments when quarrels occurs without knowin. I do things for many reasons. I believe as a man.there shd be constant awareness and communication not forgetting the thing tat u do will affect oters and your love ones...

happy birthday to deedee!

Happy Birthday to DEEDEE!!!! hope ur wishes come true! and stay soooooo cute and handsome always! :o)

祝你生日快乐！我爱你！！！

Happiest BIRThDay

Receive PRadA wallet and a mug from dee!! expensive leh heart pain and sore,shall use it for the rest of my life... happiest day I had since 21. haahhaaa ..so blissful...now all in place,according to plan. execution... proceeds

Roses are red.
Violet are blue.
The more I look..
The clearer is You.

happy birthday 31

i recalled when i was 21. My dad held a bash at NTUC club for me in bishan. I invited my classmates,poly friends.. and relatives. how times flies..10 years in the force. now starting afresh, no regrets make money for financial freedom... lets run..no LETS F.I.R....Fly In Rage..

My grow rich formula

to be rich means having lots of spare cash.
how to generate by poor ppl is getting a stable income then make your money work for u. combining couples strengthen this goal quicker. Saving is essential at all level. Investment is the way perhaps but still risky. My way is save and do business 1 day..

no risk no gain...
no pain no blame...
no money no fame.
no cash just lame..