My best friend

how do we measure love? How much is enough? how often do we get in this dilemma?
all I wan is to be happy.. be wif the one i love.. is thta simple. i lost 7 years, the pain who knows? I ever gave up and gotten married but i cant find any joy nor peace with this marriage. I knew this is a MIStake. It took me 7 years to break free.

I found her again.she never left me... all along by my side. only quietly. no contact only feelng growing. 1 day, I decided to email her see how she was doin?
if she lived better than me? I would be contented.The moment i saw her again I knew I found myself again.the look in her eyes tells me I was so wrong to let he go? must we vie for the one we love? or should we let them roam their hearts out...

I let her roam only to let her suffer. why? That was also a BIg mistake. the moment she left my life its turns to hell. who knows alone? who knows pain? who can feel my bleeding tears?

I reunited with her. all the way problems didnt seem difficult. smooth sailing.
it is a mistake when nothing goes wrong? it is a mistake when 2 persons love each other? can love be more simple when two person can match each other's temper, jokes, smiles,habits and dislikes? This is never a mistake since the start ..


So dd when U read this I hope u can understand.. We are right for each other. many things can happen between us.. there might be many objection for us in future.. but deep down i believe the happy moments, times we shared is strong and determined to bring our love to next stage. don give in to time.. time is losing us each minute.
time seems to be our enemy at first.. in the end time we can conquer and use it to our advantage.

Suffer there is wat is to suffer..
Enjoy there is wat is to enjoy..
Regard both suffering and joy as facts of life..
that is wat life is about..

i have suffer 7 years
I just wan to have 70 years of happiness
i wan to build a fortess of stablilty,trust and love in my own family.
i wan 3 kids.. i wan financial freedom..I wan tour the world.. i wan dinner at the peak yearly. I wan to be wif my lover. I wan to give her happiness..
all talk is blind. i will let my best friend TIME will tell..
SObbing ..