Thinking & Dreaming

upon selling my parents house in near future, i have decided to ask my neigbour just below us to sell both the flats as PENTHOUSE units. I believe this is a new concept and would fetch a higher price...hahhah
I thin to much liao ..hhaha

When?

well,I b gg to beijing this friday to see dee.Cant imagine that I actually doing this like in movies. Kinda cool. I still haven get any job yet.. have no idea wat i wan? this is really hard. guess I have to figure it out in beijing .. hope new place can help me realise a way....

Wat i shd be thinking ?
Wat i like?
earn mnney.. have an INCOME.all jobs can do that. easy work- everyone wans it too lor.be happy ?? don work then have money is happy lor...
Shit... WAT ppl wan they don get ... hahah. Life is so boring without goin thru it wif the 1 u luv. these few days without dee makes my luv for her stronger..!!!

BEijing Here I come!!!

dee flying to beijing today... miss her so badly .. hope time flies so wI can go there see her this friday soon.. really can feel the ache and attachment. So close to heart.... LUV luv geegee

Gns and roses

Breakfast at Macdonald kalllang... hahaha. 1st time since released from the force. not bad place, not so crowded as I expected. Guess i be here till next week ... miss dee too... sometimes dee can be so cheeky and funny when she with me. Like a little girl, well She my girl. that same Lian Kong(face) at studio. sweet child of minnneeeeee..

last day at EdwardsVacuum

Clocked 49 days working at TECH, finally this saga is over. this is life...hhhaha
Enjoy life again for now.

Winter Where?

Yesterday, dee and I went to YISHUN 10 shop for winter clothes, she gg ova next week. Goin to miss her.. she maked me realised I like to annoy ppl.. come to think of it, Maybe ma or sam say b4 also.. Am I ANNOYING? Or I just wan everyone to know about my problems? give me their attention? Like the show EVERYbody loves Raymond? He just keeps whining about everything and wants everyone's ATTENTION.. CENTRE of ATTRACTION perhaps.. better wise up. this kind of person no one LIKES!!!

sorry bomz

gee, i am making a public apology for wronging you earlier today.

I AM SORRY GEEBOMZ! :(

sorry for spoiling the surprise you meant to give me. i feel so ashamed of myself for wrongly accusing you geebomz. but u noe... i...really dun like it when you....neglect me..??? :p *shy*

thank you for the card and halterneck top geebomz. honestly, you are really a very very sweet bf. what more can i ask for?? i guess i am really too much. asking so much of you all the time. after all, you are only human and so am i.

thank you for loving me bomz.

luv you.

POSB AGAIN

Hander the letter to Aley the indian, he don seems shock.guess he is aware already, anyway the day seems bleak, an uneasy feeling aroused. POSB grant me a 2nd interview this wed 530pm . same place i went but cant rem who den.. Just do my bestI will get it...hhaha happy.. hope this good news can spread to those close to me!!! cheers!!
I will make it !!

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company gave 2 days cny holidays to sgp staff...today and tomorrow. wendy, coincidentally is off today and tomorrow as well. she asked me if i wanna go out either 1 of these 2 days, i told her tuesday cos gee is on leave today, supposed to go for an interview at 230pm at ubi. i tot i could get to spend some time with gee.

gee went to office in the morning to submit his letter and ended up working halfday instead. i woke around 12, soon gee called and said he didn't feel like going for the interview and that he was tired and was going home to sleep... i said ok... i tot oh well, since gee is going to nap, i shall go get my shoes fixed. went downstairs only to find the cobbler not working today. walked back home in the stupid heat.

around 130pm, gee called again, saying he is on the way to some temple because his brother wants to go and pray. i didn't say much to gee. all of a sudden, gee isn't tired nor sleepy anymore.

2pm gee called again. posb called him up for 2nd interview this wednesday. gee is excited and happy. im happy for gee as well. hope all goes well for gee.

cosy

yesterday was a lazy and cosy day with geebomz. we had lunch at ding tai feng at j8.. food was rather tasteless i felt. after which we went geebomz house to watch ppstream, Alvin and the chipmunks. Theodore was sooo cute i feel! :) chubby and fat. we snacked on crackers too and before long, we dozed off. geebomz' hp kept ringing again during our nap,otherwise it would have been so fine. i tried to record geebomz' snores on my hp but it wasn't very clear. hehehe.

it was nice being with geebomz. can i be with u again today gee??? :(

'LING WU'

Had training from company today. I den gave them another training "how to face reality in the other world??" Yet another day where i make important decision which change the road to awakening... 'LING WU' by wonderous soldier.
Too bad,I learnt to do things by feeling, whether rite or wrong only be realised by gg thru smooth happenings and that FEEL. fall down, who to blame? is oni MYSELF .I have to learn that wrong things cant be changed by suffering alone. Benefits whoever/whatever is utimately for oneself and who u do for? worth it anot? most impt is the FEEL!!
okok tat all for today.. Master Andrew needs to recuperate.. happy chinese New year to those who happen to read or scan thru this BLOG..cheers!!!

'you are like that'

bad luck to quarrel during cny/just before cny.... anyway no point in quarrelling/arguing too.

gee says 'im like that'. im not happy. whats that supposed to mean? does it mean im just plain unreasonable? or childish? gee was the one who told me he didnt want me to change, now he says just after 1 month, im back to my old self.

what exactly does gee want. i noe he thinks im unreasonable. what should i do???? SIGH.

anyway, gee is going to tender. which is good cos its really not his cup of tea. dun like to see so many blueblacks on gee everyday. anyway a handsome guy being a tech is really too wasteful. dun worry gee, u will get a job dat suits u just fine~~

Cny Eve

Today,I Will TRY to submit my 1ST resignation, so paisei sia. make me think twice about doin it again!! I still always ask dee to dare dare..knn she brave loh.. maybe is i first time so SHY. wahahah.
Anyway, I make dee angry last nte with my silliness again.Sometimes I am unwary of the one close to me, take things for granted. excuses is maybe I am a GUY. just unthoughtful.i feel so bad.. SORRY dee!! I can understand her frustation because of love. i hope she knows that all in my mind is about her. Fetching her to work in the morning is GREAT as I always try to visualise her in the morning,wat she wears? make up anot? got hair band? wear sexy? looks shack anot? somehow seeing her makes me feel happy especially so early. The way we both go to work.same time start and finish around the same time. the past 1 month has been beautiful in a sense it would be almost replica in the future when we stay tog.
dee now worry that she might have to stay in her job long.I will look for a better career path so that i can afford a comfortable life for us.. Strive hard I will!!!

lafs

was it love at first sight (lafs) for geegee and me 13 yrs ago?? when i was 15 and gee was 18... we were so young then... gee looked so cute, like a puppy... :) its a sight i will always remember in my mind... till the day my memory fails me...

lafs.....

CNY

Many things to do.. all for this joyful ocassion. Master says We have good luck and fortunes this RAT year. May all ur wishes and stars appear at the right moments.