Tuesday, August 5, 2008

WHy i keep pestering her ??


When I first met her at studio tangs in 1994.. she had a fring that caught my eye. i was den a promoter for fossil watches. each day passes as I waited to see her.that time how would i know wat will happen. till 1day,we contacted. thru the years i have seen her grow up. i always knew deep down when i see he there would be this feeling.this feeling is wat we called LOVE... at first sight. maybe she can forget but i can rem well. all the things that has happened for us.our meeting,our break-up,div@#$% and awaited reunion. who ?? really who would have known we can end up like this again..
Each time I always try to rem and imagine how is it like to be tog,stay tog..eat,slp and suffer tog... being able to rch hm and see her knowing that there is the face u ong to hug after a bad day at work....that familar face.. that soothing comfort that u know give u the strength to carry on.. this is wat is missing at the moment. the cosy feeling i have been longing .. the courage to muster after a bad relationship when in the first place u know deep down is WRONG... this is consicious..the pain within after mistake path...
wat is marriage to ppl? for me? wat is it? in no doubt its is to be with the one u love till death.. why search for ever when u know its there..?? is this taking for GRANTEd? or just knowing wat u wan?
My life has been a story WAITING TO EXPLOdE to the world. my journey from 17... till partial blindness.. trying to carve a living.. yet wanting to be with my love..wat make her think that once we ROM i will not wan a wedding anymore?? she can make me do crazy things like wasted my 4 years.. i go into depression trying to forget HER!! deedee u are so silly ..the amount of love i have is more than u can ever take.. my life since we 1st lay eyes i knw u ARE the 1..yet..hahaha.. life so irony.
WE CLIMBED THE WALLS..
GG TO TOUR DE FRANCE..
GONE WITH KRABI..
SWARM HONG KONG..
WAT MORE ADVERT CAN ...
STOP US..
IS ONLY YOUR ..
INNOCENCE................

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