sigh. just realised there's a new mathematical equation i.e cockroach+scream=WWIII, at least in my household. sigh.
there was a huge cockroach on the bathroom door when i was bathing yesterday. it was HUGE. and it was damn near my towel and clothes. DAMN NEAR. so there was no way i could get to my towel safely, without risking it flying. fucking sway cos this is the 2nd time in less than 2 weeks that this has happened to me. the 1st time was after my last paper, the cockroach was also in the bathroom but much much higher up on a pipe, not on the door like last night. so the 1st time, i hyperventilated, took a few deep breaths, grabbed my towel and dashed out and mum came to my rescue. similarly, that cockroach was huge too.
but last night, it was so close to me i screamed. very very loudly. and cowered in a corner, closed my eyes and continued to scream. mum came and asked me to take my towel, i didn't dare cos when i opened my eyes i dunno where has the cockroach gone to and i was scared it might be in my towel. so i was stuck. finally i told mum to take my towel from outside and check whether the cockroach was inside, when she confirmed it wasn't. i quickly took the towel , covered myself and ran out and stood in the kitchen in a state of shock while mum went inside to hunt down the bastard and killed it. while i was screaming and screaming in the toilet, i overheard some shouting and commotion outside but i didn't pay any attention. later on i realised it was because the old fart was scolding me for screaming and ah mian shouted back at him to defend me. then as usual, then old fart yelled back his usual nonsense of asking ah mian to move out if he so damn unhappy about staying here. said ah mian is rude la etc etc, his usual lansai crap. ah mian shouted "FINE!!!MOVE THEN MOVE!!!" den mum told the both of them to stop quarreling. in the end??? mum kena as well. old fart yelled at her saying that all she knows is to side with us. at 1st mum was still talking to him nicely. but he continued to yell so suddenly mum snapped and shouted back at him and started to cry. poor mum. SIGH!!! so fucked up. old fart is truly fucked up. mum told him to get the hell outta the house and go stay outside with his fucking friends. mum said she never even side with us, all she said was to ask them to stop quarreling. to the old fart, we have no freedom of speech in this house. he thinks this house is HIS. and only what he says/does is right. KANA LAN lor. fucking pc of shit!!!he even said all 3 of us gang up against him. CHILDISH like a kid!!!ppl where got so free wanna gang up against him if he is someone who deserves respect??!mum told him best is die outside. which i agree totally.
anyway the crying and yelling went on for some time. old fart became silent. i think he knows he pissed mum off big time and last night he slept on the sofa as he is doing right now. i can't remember the last time mum outburst and cried. i think it was 20yrs ago? or perhaps 15. tonight ah mian and me went dinner with mum after jog, completely ignored him. HAHA. ORR BEE! wish he was dead.
anyway ah mian is determined to move out this time. sigh. im in a dilemma. honestly, who can put up with dis kinda lansai for long? every now and time, the old fart will kee siao and yell at us over nothing. if i were ah mian, perhaps i would have moved out long ago too. but if ah mian moves out, it will be very financially taxing for him. i think he will probably slim down a lot cos no food to eat. SIGH.
i feel very bad all this happened. cos if i didn't scream, nothing would have happened. ah mian says its not my fault cos cockroaches are my phobia. if i didn't scream, then it won't be considered phobia anymore. :..( and it was just my natural reaction to scream. anyway in this fkg house, everything we do is considered wrong, even screaming over a fkg cockroach. FUCK man!
hiya super long story la. now WWIII still ongoing. friday supposed to ROM liao, this kinda thing still happen. dunno how also.
to be continued.....
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