Sunday, January 31, 2010

Reflect on Myself

how to prove that u love someone?
do u readily say YES to her regardless of any problem? not thinking thru whether this can be done or not?
Does love always help to build castles in the sky only?
and crush u down like all love stories ?
Does this mean the only the RICH guys/gals don fail to LOVE?
I am a stingy guy by growth, nature and environment.
When I can be penniless and give all i can to happiness ? AM I being Boastful?
When I am not attentive? Cant remember? not caring ? don talk much?
I have not change in character .. I am still truthful but i AM BOASTFUL>.. like a Sagi sign..
i use to speak my mind say wat comes in my mind ...
some say I am witty, funny always cracking joke..
some say boastful and unrealistic?.
how to judge?
I have done many mistakes in life...
failed many exams/tests..
is FAilure a measure of unsuccessfullness?
Or isnt failure the mother of success?
As long as I don give up..
Man is trouble by either money or love matters....
does this mean that ppl with money have love trouble?
but how can this be so for my case... if i have money
Me and my big mouth this is it .. my fault... I still am man to clear this mess..
I will rem this for life.....

Cleaning up
























































Cleaning our Condo @ rivervale Crest... after 1 year ... today is the day i walked thru the unit...WAHAAHAHA




















unit

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

IRKS ME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO THE CORE!!!!!!!!

i damn fucking dulan!!! i just asked geebomz if he's asleep, he called me back. and as usual, we cannot even sustain a fucking conversation for beyond 1 fucking minute!

everytime meet also keep quiet, u look at me i look at u. go to his house, u do ur thing, i do mine. i try to visualise the future and cant fucking imagine how it will be. no communication whatsoever. i damn damn damn damn damn fucking DULAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat kinda fucking relationship is this?! wat kinda house will it be?! har?! everytime silent isit?! should we sing silent night???!

I noe u r nice to me gee. but can u pls make some effort to make some sort of conversation or communication! fuck! i dunno how to emphasize to you the importance of communication in a relationship u noe! how!?!??! tell me wat to do!!! TEACH me what to do!!! i so clueless u noe! in future how??! har?! everyday at home, u watch tv, i surf net. like dat isit?! dats exactly how ppl fall OUT of love! dats how ppl drift apart from each other!

u driving me nuts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!